i was so suprised when you told me
you teared after reading the note,
that i wrote for you.
i thought you will be a strong lil girl! :P
hahah!

anyway, after reading your 'reply',
you thanked me for encouaging you & all,
but i feel that all these would not have happened,
without you taking a step of faith! :)

when you mentioned that both of us have the same fear in us.
& you said, we will overcome this together.
i was very touched, you know! :D
cos i know someone is walking besides me,
not leaving me behind.
& i really thank you for that.

although there are certain things
you cannot share with me
about your *AH-AHEM*
hahah.
cos you explained to me
that i'm too young..
i understand, totally! :)

THANKS FOR BEING MY WONDERFUL FRIEND! :D

you will never know how i feel anymore,
i still remembered how you care for me
when i'm down.
you know it instantly.
& then, you'll probe.
asking what happened.
deep down, i was so happy that you were my friend.
but now, it seems so tiring.

you encourage me by saying,
"though i don't know what you're facing,
but i'm always here.
just call me.
no matter how late"
you told me personally on the phone.
i was so touched.
& i teared.

but now, everything seems SO different.
i bet when you know i'm sad,
you won't bother to ask anymore.
i think you found someone better as a friend?
i don't know..

have you ever thought of my feelings?
is so stressful.
& i still have to help you with this & that.
i mean i don't mind.
but i think you should not take it for granted.
you nv once asked me if i can cope.
& i really hate it!

reunion dinner was NICE. (:
hahaha.
the four sisters were laughing non-stop.
talk & laugh, talk & laugh.
we were super FULL by then.
hahaha.

so after dinner,
my mummy, peifen, sauping, peiyi & I went to watch movie.
the AH LONG show.
it was not exactly nice,
but it was funny though.
peiyi & peifen said I laughed TOO loud.
hahaha.

yesterday evening, went over to my aunt's place.
after that, went to the fun fair at marina.
I sat the first ride,
& I was like shaking in fear already.
but sitting the pirate ship with peilan & my counsin was embarrassing.
hahaha.
peilan & I have to squeeze ourselves into the small pirate ship,
that was meant for little kids!
peilan & I was laughing non-stop during the ride
cause we heard children screaming,
but we don't know if they're crying or
are they enjoying the ride
woah!
& i couldn't come out from my seat
cause is just too small.
peilan was laughing away.
she could not get herself out too.
hahaha.
after which, we dinnered.
was very FULL!
& came home. :D

Persons are the gifts of God to me.
They are already wrapped, some beautifully &
others less attractively.
Some have been mishandled in the mail;
others come "SPECIAL DELIVERY".
Some are loosely wrapped;
others vert tightly enclosed.

Sometimes the gift is opened very easily;
sometimes the help of others is needed.
Maybe it is because they are afraid.
Maybe they have been hurt once before &
don't want to be hurt again.
It could be that they were once opened &
then discarded.

Every meeting & sharing of persons is an exchange of gifts.
My gift is me;
your gift is you.
We are gifts to each other.

I believe Jesus entered this world of hate,
that I might enter this world of love.

I believe that Jesus reached out to me,
that I might reach out to others.

I believe that Jesus is always with me,
even though I am not always with him.

I believe that Jesus understands me,
even though I don't understand myself.

I believe God is my Father,
because Jesus has treated me like a sister.

"HE WILL CARRY YOU"

today, morning hymn really made me reflect on the things that had happened these few days.
i know God is trying to tell me something.
the feeling was so strong.
jo feel it too.
& i know for sure,
God is also trying to tell jo something.

RME was really nice today.
Father talked about prayers.
prayers is a powerful thing.
he gave us a paper &
were asked to complete it.

questions like;
1. how likely I am to call on Jesus to help me walk through life problems & temptations;
2. time that I use getting to know Jesus;
3. how willing I am to respond to his call;
really made me think & reflect.

indeed God is great.
whatever jo & i shared last night,
we had the answer today.
in fact, this morning.

"There is no problem too big,
God cannot solve it
There is no mountain too tall,
He cannot move it
There is no storm too dark,
He cannot calm it.
There is no sorrow too deep,
he cannot soothe it

If He carry the weight of the world
upon his shoulders
I know my sister that He will carry you".

these past few days had been bad.
yesterday was worst right, JO?
hahaha.
you make me look all around for you.
you naughty lil girl. :P

talk with principals was alright.
i can really feel their support for this class.
i was really touched by 'em. :)

"when happiness is being shared,
it'll doubled.
as someone will be rejoicing together with you.

when sadness is being shared,
it'll be reduced by half.
cos i'll be going through with you!

just want to let you know that i'll always be here for you,
regardless of how difficult it will be!"

CHEER UP, TWIN!
cause it hurts to see you like this. :(